9th

as of today, we have officially confirmed the birthday theme. this is going to be exciting considering i have to figure out wardrobe for everyone so we actually somewhat look like were from the upper east side and not the projects of riverside (aka, menifee). we are also in the process of assigning characters and even though i was really pulling for my hero taylor momsen’s character Jenny Humphrey, everyone voted on me as Serena. i secretly got disappointed and pouted internally, but sadly i got over that fast when my ego realized that this makes me the Queen Bee in the eyes of my homies. now i am excited, let Project November 09 begin!
so i’m currently in the long and tedious process of compiling my portrait portfolio consisting of both staged photo shoots and candid still-life photographs of all my muses. tedious, because i am highly indecisive when it comes to enhancing on photoshop and i practically spend almost an hour deciding what i want to do with each photo and it doesnt help that i have the most brilliant subjects who are photographic chamellions, so the theme possibilities and potentials are endless. that being said, this shit isn’t getting done until the end of the year. or never. these are my newest subject discoveries that i’ve added to my resume of characters.

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definitely to be continued.
jeseline: mj called out of nowhere and dragged me to come here, i literally just woke up.
ivan: yeah, you look like it.
Nellie:
Has anyone been boozing, pill popping or smoking lately? I need empty beer bottles, cigarette packs, and medicine bottles by tomorrow. Don’t judge me… it’s for a project.
April:
Try Jeseline Comicho.
thanks, bitches.
a night of sobriety. well, plus hookah. this is the closest to being clean they will ever get on a thursday night.
IF YOU COULD GO BACK FIVE YEARS
WHAT WOULD YOU TELL YOURSELF?
In the next five years, there will be people who walk in and out of your life. you are going to meet some interesting people and you are going to meet some very useless people, but you will enjoy their company nonetheless. time and life and distance are going to get in the way of your relationship with some who are very important to you, but you’re going work hard to keep holding onto them and it will be worth it. you are going to love, you are going to lust, and you are even going to skank it up. you are going to get mixed up with the wrong crowd and try things that every adult who’s ever cared about you has told you not to get into. you are going to hate. you are going to be shallow. you are going to be bitter. you are going to let people down. you are going to say things you dont mean. you are going to regret not saying other things. you are going to break a few hearts. but you will learn from it all. you will laugh (alot), you will make memories you will prize for the rest of your life, and you will gain character. your hair will change, your clothes will change, your vocabulary will change, your music taste will change, your heros will rise and fall. you will learn and your soul will develop new dimensions as you embark on the continuous journey known as living and loving. so. that bieng said, whatchu know ‘bout being 20 years young?